syukur alhamdulillah, the viva went well
now i need to do the minor amendments and submit the thesis
planning to do that before end of this month
phew.. it feels like a big stone *with capital B* is lifted from my shoulder
really,, it has been emotional.. it's like a real long stretch of mental torture :p


at least now i need not to worry on the thesis anymore insyallah
alhamdullilah i am so so relieved God knows how thankful I am
the viva's finally over..phew
this reminds me to award myself with
the whole seasons of sex and the city,yeay!


so tomorrow's mum's bday
and apart from the viva result being my primary
present to her hehe
we the coolest siblings in the world bought 2 sets
of new cellphones to our parents,
let's just regard it as an advanced gift for dad
but everyone knows that something has got
to be given when November arrives hehe
and yeay part is that we gonna have a merry bday dinner tmrw!

this saturday will be another working day for me
honestly, i dont remember when was the last time
i got to just laze around at home
or going out for nice lunch or movie
it feels like ages, really

things have been a bit hard, and i dont really
expect everyone to understand that
but sometimes I just hope that ppl would not
take for granted the effort that I took
to just say hi and send some friendly texts,
for sometime assurance is what I needed
and my heart sank when some chose to sound
selfish and inconsiderate over friendly responses
I wish things are easier to be explained

Anyhow, it's time to catch up with the wedding prep :)
will find sometime probably on Sunday
to visit Kak Ita, the one who'll
be doing my make up.. checking on some stuff
well i guess the flower hunting has to be next week,
hope that i'll get to make an excuse for another working Sat

Hun managed to borrow the Wacom tablet
for him to be working on the card design
yes, you heard it right. we are still drafting that.heheh

So I hope you'll have a nice weekend
oh and thanks for providing your emails,
will figure the setting soon :)

nitenite!

xoxo

Dear "things",

Pls stop screaming at me.


teaching + viva + thesis + proposals + application + placement offer + wedding preparation = moi


all must be done before june 09.


*struggling to retain sanity

Soon, in a few days time;

I am going to limit this blog to just my lil circle just bcz I am not comfortable with the idea that strangers I mean like real strangers read this.


So my friends esp those that have left comments here and whose blogs have been tagged on the right, could you pls leave your email in the comment box OR email me at myedae@gmail.com so I could include you in k :)


thanks!

Chatting with a dear good friend cum colleague made me realised
that I am way behind the schedule.
(It was a real inspiring one, mind you)

I've wasted much time and opportunities.


And the email that came in this afternoon really gets me going;

August 08: ....."Looking forward to hearing from you when you are ready...."

Jan 09:..."Hope this helps you develop your plans for further study..."

7 hours ago:..."I look forward to seeing your proposal soon..."


So am I ready?

Yes, I am.

Today is a lovely Friday for a variety of reasons:



*I am listening to Solace of Pain by The Gentle Waves

*The small birthday gathering at the office was sweet and relaxing

*This nice colleague of mine gave a big porcelain cup + saucer

*Someone from office asked on my big day :)

*My office ID card is finally ready to be collected

*I get my free time to read :)

++
Oh , 2 things that made my Friday a lil sour (but I wish not to think much of);
*A lady was so rude to a respectable Prof
* I met someone who encouraged me to go to Australia

P/S: How's your Friday so far?

i am really really tired with the traffic jam

i think i only get to speed for the first 5 mins only

same thing, to and fro.

the fuel is running low faster than it should be

a bad bad news :(

worse thing is that i turn into an angry chicken every morning

sigh

i swear i won't be pressing the snooze button again tomorrow

good luck to me

Hi :)

Sometimes I just do not know what is it exactly that I am doing?

Life is pretty good except that I tripped on the stairs a few times

It's like driving, sometimes when I drive too fast, I skid.

Well.. I don't know.

Most of the times I think things are moving too fast in my life

At times it makes me feel guilty for yearning a break

one time I think I really deserve it, the other time I think I would waste one

......................................

Life goes on, this is how my life is designed by me

I am taking one thing at a time, and try to be positive on just everything

As a start, I refrain myself from ranting on workloads and pressures

by channeling my mind into sweet little thoughts on wedding works and plans

You don’t wanna waste your creative ideas over ranting, do you?

What I am trying to work on now is to concentrate on the study proposal

especially during working hours since I have my own room,

space and minimal disruption here

And get my hands on the sweet little things, the décor and whatnot

right after I leave my office

*Realistically speaking, this looks sound enough :)

Ok perhaps some updates on the wedding preparation,,

we have tentatively finalized the date.

I just feel like it should be revealed when the time comes so

it shall be enveloped and delivered with the right excitement to you :)

Anyways, being the super excited girl I always am,

I will insyaAllah share on some little updates on the preparation with you love.

Like now, I am compiling a collection of beautiful songs

to be played on the wedding day.

Actually I am still thinking on that as I would like to keep the ambience alive.

So the first step is to compile any potential songs for that day,,

as for now what I have in mind are songs with beautiful lyrics + musics

from Indonesian bands/singers, oldies , etc

I have a few in the list now, so feel free to suggest some k :)

Little Wing; The Corrs

Throw Me a Rope- KT Tunstall

God Must Have Spent A Little Time With You –N’Sync (we need one at least, don’t we?)

When the Stars Go Blue-Tyler & Bethany/The Corrs

Erti Cinta; Maya Karin

Sampai Menutup Mata; Acha Septriasa

Tentang Kamu; Bunga Citra Lestari

Terima Kasih Cinta ; Afgan

thanks loves :)

me and mom just got back from Ampang
I think I've tried on 10 dresses in total today
it may look like just a few but the changing process was a lil tedious
im pretty much tired with driving and all
but we managed to sign a deal for something we really like
and that's worth it
*less headache


anyways, we are planning something light for dinner
and i just need to get some things done :-shower, change the bedsheet, clean the room, update receipts and payments in planner, lots of ironings, etc.

oh i just knew that hun has a resolution for 09 and it's very straightforward and simple:

TO WAKE UP EARLY

I think (+ hope) he wasn't being sarcastic , but really.. that's exactly what I really need to do. hehe


so i'll just find some time for myself tonight..maybe read a chapter or two. and plan for tomorrow

ok that sounds good.

adios!

Can't quite believe I have only less than half an hour to call 2008 an end
there's just so much to confess on 08 and i just don't know what to start with

Overall, for me 2008 is a long stretch of mind challenging process esp with my studies
and i end it with my first day at work today
and i love 2008 specifically for its june 7, the day i got engaged to hun
well i think that's basically it..
i don't exactly remember anything that makes me hate zeroeight

but i can actually foresee the extension of mind challenging period in 2009
okay, not gonna be pessimistic now so i think it's more like
the challenges that i've to overcome :) ok?
and i have a lot to pray for 2009, let's just hope i could plan the time well

on resolutions;-let's just not renew the previous ones, no?
i don't have any specific ones (just yet),
let's just say that i want to put more and more effort to fulfill the little goals,
that's pretty much summarize them all hehe :)

and


to my love;

i hope you had a terrific birthday,,
and have a great year ahead :)

you're a truly special person with
a really beautiful heart <3

happy birthday fiance :)

don't forget our breakfast date tomorrow!
heart you!

happy new year folks!

loving my new baby; made with love

:)

2.35 am:- should be sleeping now but instead i am still clicking on artsy webs

*sigh. i really wanted to start on the art page..like real soon.
that was like the 2007 resolution anyway.*sigh
and i have ideas that i really like to get going with..
sadly, i have things that i need to do first, yes really important stuff
BUT i just could not resist this whole oh-i-wanna-make this & that ideas
really really want to start doing something on that tomorrow
even to sketch or browse the potential logo or name
man, this is so exciting!

but the important stuff, isn't the dateline next week? urgh
hmm ok here's the deal..
i'll wake up early tomorrow and get all the necessary things done
well at least 3 major tasks + reading 3 journal papers
then only i get to spend time on my new baby
how's that?cool ha?
ok see u tomorrow


oh and btw, i know tomorrow's friday (err i mean today hehe)
the unofficial weekend right?
here's a lil reminder to all of us
including moi especially
//well just in case u really need that
hehe



2:53- off to bed now!

Happy Birthday My Hero,

I love you Abah.
I promise I'll make you proud. InsyaAllah